Expectations…

Is it really stupid to have expectations? To make yourself open to being disappointed over and over again?

Sometime I think that maybe it will be better to stop caring… to stop hoping… and just let things be…

All my life I’ve been molded and demanded of  nothing less than perfect…and that’s how I see other people too…”Perfectionist”, that’s how I always saw myself…but now the cracks are showing.. and all is left is a brittle facade..

Maybe I should just stop “asking” my manager to be a better manager and just do my job.. and let things be.. let things unravel on their own.

Maybe I should just stop “demanding” from my boyfriend to give a little attention and time.. and let our relationship be.. to just let things go on their own direction.

Maybe I should just stop “dreaming” of better things.. of things becoming better.. and let fate blow the course of life.. to just be led by the flow of life.

Then maybe I’ll be happier… then I can stop caring and not want to want something better and hope for a maybe brighter future?